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Best Friends
03:31
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Looking your way
No words can say
The depths of this
The friend that I've found in you
It's never the same
In the best way
I can't explain
The safety I've found here
Is this what I've found
I think that I've struck gold
Someone as crazy as me
And I won't let go
I'll accept you if you accept me
Did we just become best friends
Well I hope that this never ends
Tell me now is this what we need
Because I have been screaming out for someone please
Its never ending this game in between
Because we're looking out for ourselves in the end
Is this what I've found
I think that I've struck gold
Someone as crazy as me
And I won't let go
I'll accept you if you accept me
Did we just become best friends
Well I hope that this never ends
But sometimes it does
And we wonder how we got here
Its never enough for some
And the only way out is to let go and move on
But that doesn't mean
I don't remember, I don't care
No that doesn't mean
I don't remember what we shared
Is this what I've found
I think that I've struck gold
Someone as crazy as me
And I won't let go
I'll accept you if you accept me
Did we just become best friends
Well I hope that this never ends
Ends
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2. |
The Fool
03:31
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It's all the same
I can't force you to change
And you say its no one's fault
But here I am being blamed
Tell me now, is this how
We fall out
I've grown tired of your petty games
Your face is so beautiful
If only I had known you had two
With lips that never speak the truth
Show me that I've been a fool
Falling for you
Look at me with that smirk
That says it all
That my dreams have turned to dust
And it seems
You were waiting for the fall
Failing inside
To even respect the idea of us
Your face is so beautiful
If only I had known you had two
With lips that never speak the truth
Show me that I've been a fool
Falling for you
Tell me
Why I'm just like the boy you met when you were eighteen
Falling apart, breaking hearts
And blaming it all on me
You had my trust and you let it go
I'm your self fulfilling prophecy oh don't you know
Your face is so beautiful
If only I had known you had two
With lips that never speak the truth
Show me that I'm the fool
Falling for you
Show me that I'm the fool
Falling for you
Show me that I'm just another fool
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3. |
Cut the Wire
03:26
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I know it feels like such a long time
Since I ever picked you up
And I can't tell you how or why
I got to be so lost
And I know I'm digging myself a hole
But you handed me the shovel
Alive, I can breathe
With or without you and me
But if you give me one last try
I'll prove that you're right
We were falling apart from the start
If everything we ever wanted was so easy
Would we be where we started
And I know its hard to still believe me
But baby we're heading for heartache
Its all the same, we can't blame
When everything we've tried
Ends with pain, wrought with shame
I think its time we cut the wire
I know you wanted this to work out
Well I did to
But we need to get this through our heads
We can't force
This love anymore
We're off course
And heading for more
We're falling apart with the answers beneath
If everything we ever wanted was so easy
Would we be where we started
And I know its hard to still believe me
But baby we're heading for heartache
Its all the same, we can't blame
When everything we've tried
Ends with pain, wrought with shame
I think its time we cut the wire
I know you have your problems but can't you see
I have problems too you're no different than me
It's all the same just different realities
I think its time we cut the wire
I'm so tired of putting out our fires
And I'm so goddamn tired
Of being burned
If only we could just listen
If only we could just breathe
If only we could just be
If only we could just drop our pain at our feet
I think its time that we cut the wire
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4. |
All the Pain
03:05
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With just a breath I whisper
All the times I felt alive
People come and go
The more you know
The more you'll be satisfied
And all I ask
Is you be honest with me
We'll get right past
All the pain
I'll keep your love close
Even though you may never know
Memories come and go
I know what matters most
The rest is just history
And all I ask
Is you be honest with me
We'll get right past
All the pain
All the pain!
I'll let you in on a secret
You were always my favorite
I'll let you in on my secret
You've always been my favorite
And all I ask
Is you be honest with me
We'll get right past
All the pain
All the pain!
All the pain
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5. |
The Artist
03:46
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You're a spitting image of my pain
I can't deny you make me feel crazy
You've seen the darkest parts of me and screamed
Its no wonder you're running away
When you see a demon, I see a face
Of someone we both can't save
I'll give you everything
If you just make this last
The time has come to repeat the past
Tell me is this what I see
A mirror of my own tragedy
Finding a way to the wound
And using you as my own excuse
You've painted me with your pain
As if I'm a portrait that you can obtain
But you don't know the artist in you
Could be painting something so beautiful
Tell is this what you see
A mirror of your own tragedy
Finding a way to the wound
And using me as your own excuse
I wish I could see
I wish I could feel
The way that I did when I thought this was real
Using my imagination to make the best of this
Looking within to find my own artist
Tell me is this what we see
A mirror of our own tragedies
Finding a way to the wound
And using others as our own excuse
Screaming for healing from the depths of our cage
Knowing we're the only ones we can save
Painting others with our own pain
Using the artist as an excuse to blame
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6. |
This Blame
04:26
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Tell me
What its like
To be
Misunderstood
I feel
Your pain
More than I should
And you scream
Wishing I was found
But here I am now
And I scream
Wishing you could be
The one to let me out of my cage
I'm sorry
Can't you see
Our pain is overflowing
But I won't
To be misunderstood
I will take
This pain and let you go
This blame will be
The death of you
I know you think
I wasn't listening
I know you feel
The truth that I bring
We can't ignore
This anymore
I don't think I can handle being alone
And you scream
Wishing I was found
But here I am now
And I scream
Wishing you could be
The one to let me out of my cage
I'm sorry
Can't you see
My pain is overflowing
But I won't wait
To be misunderstood
I will take
This truth and let you go
This blame will be
The death of me
Tell me is this how you break it
Its only a matter of time before we're both set free
And I swear I can't take this
Knowing you're just like me
Tell me is there a way to save this
When you can't even stand on your own feet
If you're determined to finally break this
Then please just leave me be
I'm sorry
Can't you see
Your pain is overflowing
But I won't wait
To be misunderstood
I will take this blame and let you go
This blame will be
The death of everything
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7. |
Family Tree
03:54
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All you ever gave me were open wounds
And here I am bleeding for you
Do you want me to be happy
Why can't you just let me go
I know you had your problems but that's no excuse
Here I am bleeding for you
I never deserved this, I never asked
And now, there's nothing you can do
Calling me brother, calling me son
Tell me is this what I deserve
Where were you when I was coming undone
Tell me will this feeling last forever
Sometimes I wish I could die
I don't even know what love feels like
here I am broken
Can I ever be accepted
Its only a matter of time
Before I stand on my own
But I'll never know why
I had to do it all on my own
Calling me brother, calling me son
Tell me is this what I deserve
Where were you when I was coming undone
Tell me will this feeling last forever
Falling out of the family tree
You're better off without me
I will plant my own seed
Away from this blackened shade
Where I can live
Where I can breathe
Calling me brother, calling me son
Tell me is this what I deserve
Where were you when I was coming undone
Tell me will this feeling last forever
Forever!
Forever!
Forever!
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8. |
Break the Shell
02:58
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I'm so tired of being hurt
When will I find peace
Facing control, show me I'm not alone
As I fall to pieces
Everyday is a new day
But what does that mean
When all I can feel is the past
Wanting to set free
All the wants and needs
But I've finally lost track
Oh break the shell
I know myself so well
Oh this is becoming tiresome
Looking within
Trying to start again
I don't know what it is I'm running from
Anymore
I can't take leaving the fray
When will I earn respect
Letting this go, show me I still have hope
As I long for acceptance
Oh don't you understand
I'm showing you who I am
As I open up
Fears affect again
As we all bleed within
But they won't stop me now
Oh break the shell
You know yourself so well
Oh this is becoming tiresome
Looking within
Trying to start again
I don't know what it is you're running from
Anymore
If we only
Could just open up and see
We're not the only ones
Who feel, deep down, beneath inside
It seems that all that's weighing us down
Is our goddamn pride
Break the shell
We know ourselves so well
Oh this is becoming beautiful
Looking within
Starting again
We have nothing to run from
Anymore!
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9. |
My Serenity
02:45
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A blank slate
As blank as it gets
I hoped
That you would follow
Its not the same
Knowing I can't hold
Others responsible for my tomorrow
Oh this isn't the way to be happy
The only way is through the pain
I've broken my heart by choice
I've fallen apart, begging for more
This is my right, my voice
To find my way, back to my serenity
Most don't understand
The pain that I'm in
But we all are connecting
Calling others friends
Letting go again
But I am still holding on
Oh this isn't the way to be happy
The only way is through the pain
I've broken my heart by choice
I've fallen apart, begging for more
This is my right, my voice
To find my way, back to my serenity
My tears are falling for you
My tears are falling for me
I'm moving on and letting go of you
Now do the same and lets be free
(My serenity!)
I've broken my heart by choice
I've fallen apart, begging for more
This is my right, my voice (My serenity!)
To find my way, back to my serenity
Oh
My serenity
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I'll cry, while the pain's still in the air
Hoping you can forgive me
And I'll wait, knowing that you're not here
You don't owe me anything
And I'll sing, until I get this through my head
Oh, this is the ode
To starting again
I don't know what to say
I don't know what to listen to
My emotions are scattered across the oceans blue
And these winds have taken me
To places I never wanted to be
I'm looking through this telescope, you've told me to look
And I swear I see the good
But I'm making mistakes that I regret
Trying to see past this storm's horizon
So I'll cry, while the pain's still in the air
Hoping you can forgive me
And I'll wait, knowing that you're not here
You don't owe me anything
And I'll sing, until I get this through my head
Oh, this is the ode
To starting again
And I miss you
Isn't it obvious
But I don't know how
To get back to where we were
And I miss you
Isn't that good enough
But I don't know how
To change where we are
So I'll cry
God I'll cry
And I'll wait
Hoping for change
And I'll sing
I'll sing my lungs out until I can't breathe
God knows
Because God knows
I miss you
God knows
Because God knows
I can't change anything
Oh this is the ode to starting again
Fucking up and wishing that you hadn't
Letting go and moving on again
Moving on to a place of acceptance
So I'll cry, I'll wait, and I'll sing
Hoping you forgave me
Because I'm moving on
I've been tired for so long
One day we'll look back and say
Its okay, its okay, its okay
Oh this is the ode
To starting again
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Cortland Goffena Nebraska
Growing up in a small town, Cortland Goffena is a small town kid with a small town heart. He writes emotionally connecting songs based upon experiences, thoughts, and wisdom. He wants to use his passion for music to bring happiness, understanding, and strength to others. ... more
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